And was he the true cousin of Sir Jesus Christ?'s Journal [entries|friends|calendar] And was he the true cousin of Sir Jesus Christ? We are nowhere and it's now. I've got no plans and too much time. I feel too restless to unwind. I'm always lost in thought as I walk a block to my favorite neon sign. Where the waitress looks concerned, but she never says a word. Just turns the jukebox on and we hum along and I smile back at her. And my friend comes after work when the features start to blur. She says, "These bars are filled with things that kill by now you probably should have learned. Did you forget that yellow bird? But how could you forget your yellow bird?" She took a small silver wreath and pinned it onto me. She said, "This one will bring you love," and I don't know if it's true but I wear it for good luck. [ userinfo | insanejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | insanejournal calendar ]

[18 Jan 2008|05:59am] You're not really sure what you're doing this for, but you need something to fill up the days. I don't know if I'm "every girl" or if I'm really as awkward and weird as I think I am. I don't know if it's normal to possess the thoughts and desires that I do, and I don't know if there's a place somewhere that I'll fit in. I'm just growing tired of not knowing. I should understand myself better than this by now. 3 comments|post comment

Friends Only / Spam / Etcetera [17 Jan 2008|11:58am] "You're lovely, but you're empty," he went on. "One couldn't die for you. Of course an ordinary passerby would think my rose looked just like you. But my rose, all on her own, is more important than all of you together, since she's the one I've watered. Since she's the one I put under glass. Since she's the one I sheltered behind a screen. Since she's the one for whom I killed the caterpillars (except for two or three for butterflies). Since's she the one I listened to when she complained, or when she boasted, or even sometimes when she said nothing at all. Since she's my rose." ( The Girl. ) 5 comments|post comment

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